Impossible.

Saying goodbye is impossible when no one is listening.

I miss you.

Carli.

We are all lost in space.

with love,

Carli.

dear readers!!!!

I GOT MY ARTIST RESIDENCY!


I will be going away for two weeks to make art. TO MAKE ART! No distractions and no reason not to make art. I will learn and be engulfed in my surroundings. I'm terrified to boot, but I have to do it. I was chosen out of 75 other applicants and I am on my way. So here's to new beginnings and actually putting myself out there. Who would have thought it'd work? I certainly didn't.


Check out where I'm going:
http://www.brushcreekranch.com/ranch/artsfoundation.php


(Sadly, I'll be missing my love's 21st birthday :( ...)


b.

a lot of time.

I find myself on a daily basis:

Drinking a lot of coffee

Listening or watching a lot of Harry Potter and Gossip Girl

Staying as warm as I possibly can in an apartment that leaks hot air, and a town that freezes anyone's bones

Hanging out with my bestie and her sweet cat

And the rest of my time is spent posting photos on tumblr that I absolutely love and pine for, or think others will enjoy. You name it, I post it (usually). 

(kelsotrex.tumblr.com) It may be my friend's tumblr, but I use it daily.

What a life...

I'm cold.

love,

B.

insomnia.

Dear Coffee,

Thank you for keeping me alive during the day due to my forced insomnia. I didn't choose not to sleep, but alas I have been forced to stay awake during the late hours. I'm exhausted.

Thank you boyfriend for instant netflix so I can watch endless Gossip Girl into the wee hours of the night. It's greatly appreciated while you're away. Please come home soon!

Sincerely your's,

B.